okay it has been a really long time since i last blogged. not much time anyway. anyw i have decided that since it has been stagnant for so long, this post shall be my last post and shall close this blog for good.

time flies, a year jus whizzed by in a flash. it has been a year of everything and nothing. many ups and downs.

looking back.......

my first job, at people's association. met many great people, not exactly a job to die for but certainly had great company and got to know some good friends. learned not exactly much about working and furthermore the pay was meagre. but in whole had a great time there. that was also where it all started. met a nice girl, fell in love, had somewhat a dream kind of relationship. one mintue it was so perfect, like a sweet dream, the next, it all fell into millions of bits and pieces . spent a horrid time survivng and coping with the new environmnet in army and nursing heart wounds. everything happened so fast. attempts to salvage the situation ended up in only more denial and greater hurt. so much so that i lost faith in love.
the next few months ahead, i slowly picked myself up and with the help of my friends, i emerged a stronger person.
army life was certainly hard to adapt, something new,something like a splinter, painful and hard to get out. but then, it is also in army, i found some of the greatest friends i believe i will ever have. and slowly i adapted to this regimental lifestyle. went through many hard and tough times. many in which giving up was a huge temptation, but in the end will power overcame everything. my character,my mental strength has been put to the toughest test yet in the past year.
it has been a long and eventful year, l have learned to cherish my family. coz family is ultimately the only place where you can truly seek comfort in.

happy things in 2007:

getting my first paying job, getting good results in A'levels, entering law faculty, entering ocs, coming back from brunei and feasting on delicious food( dun laugh, it really is and it is certainly worth a mention! :))

sad things in 2007:

the one major incident, entering freaking army, becoming more forgetful,become less funny, liverpool never win the champions league in 2006/2007.


if i could turn back time and change one thing in 2007 was to have never walked off.
the one thing i would not have changed in 2007 was the day at sentosa. the best day.


2008,a new year ahead, no better way to really start afresh. let all bad memories be buried together with this blog and happy ones to stay in the memory.

new year resolutions: commission
get a driving licence
party more
be less serious
save enough to get a car
play more soccer
and many many more......

i will miss this blog, it has served me well these 3 years :) farewell!


an early happy new year to all! happy 2008 :)

There are many things in life that will catch your eye, but only a few will catch your heart... pursue those.

17 gruelling days. its all over! :) those 9 days in the brunei jungle was really the true test of character. so many times, when you came face to face with adversities, you had to remain unwaivered, and kept telling yourself: "tml will be better". each night sitting in the freezing cold rain pouring down upon your shoulders, shivering,teeth chattering. suddenly i felt so small and helpless, seemingly engulfed by the huge brunei forest. seriously never in my life had i felt so hapless.sitting alone in darkness, killing a quail, walking the infamous knolls of brunei. but its all over!! i have passed the infamous jungle confidence course. :)

R&r brunei was a disaster coz i couldnt enjoyed any of the buffet, had diarrahea. all the way till i came back.

anyway this column is specially dedicated to all my fabulous friends. mark and mingzhou, thanks for walking along expressway from tanah merah to airport to receive me and wish me happy birthday at 2am in the morning. and also thanks for the cake! i m too touched to know how to express my gratitude.

to eunice,cp and shu. had a fabulous time at minds cafe yest! thanks for the super ultra duper big bear hug card which i was forced to hold in the middle of ps and take a picture with it!many thanks.

to all the other friends who took the effort to wish me through a simple sms or a testimonial. thanks a lot!! ;)

i m glad i have been blessed with many good friends in life. :) at least i finally know who truely cares.

and of course to my dearest family. i found that army made me realise their importance in my life. :)