i swear i laughed off my chair when i saw this.

this is what a guy said to a girl.

" Ros, it has been scientifically proven that sugar dissolves in water, so please dun go out in the rain too much coz i cant lose such a sweet person like you"

wahahahahhahahahah. oh my gosh, i have never never ever seen anything like that before.

7 hours till the end of 2006. it has been a good year i say, many moments that i will forever cherish, never forget. soccer finals is one of them.stay overs in school with house comm.looking back at my past entries, i relieved the experience of my yr 2 life all over again.
got to know many great people in my jc life. glad i got to know more people in the class better. i miss many many things. and i know some which i will never get it back.never.maybe thats my only regret. bye 2006.

hi 2007. :D

may the year ahead be a joyous,fulfilling one.

went clubbing for the first time since i turned 18, and i must seriously say it was quite fun, it was like unleashing this ck i never knew existed.haha. well, had like 4 drinks, dance like mad till my knees hurt big time. tho when i first went in, i was completely overwhelmed by the smoke, the flashing lights, the ground pounding music. but once i grew accustomed to it, it was like whoa, realli cool. well out of the 6 of us that went, it was instantaneous and realli obvious who were the going to be clubbers and who werent. ash and cp really knew how to dance well, shu as an experienced clubber were obviously way better than the rest of us( i mean we 4 noobs), while the rest of us were lets just say, noob. eunice as she said herself, danced like mumble. seriously. haha. and we have the unmovable zr. oky didnt really danced until the later part. well me, i was jus moving. but i think i would prefer going to pubs then clubs, coz my whole idea is jus to drink and chill, clubbing can be rather taxing at times.

clubbed till 2 plus, came out of the place, feeling i have went partially deaf. then went back to eu place, in which we talked a while , and i STILL havent finish watching prison break episode 13, i m at the 18th minute. then all the girls fell aslp so we were not allowed to stay in the rm. went to the living room where oky played with the com, and i caught like 300 plus winks. left at 645. and now today when i went home, whole body was aching slightly particularly kness, and the alcohol like gotten into me coz i m really grumpy and cant think properly.ha. okay shall stone somemore. and new year's coming. oh man, time flies.



I didn't here you leave
I wonder how am I still here
I don't want to move a thing
It might change my memory

I don't want to call my friends
they might wake me from this dream
and I can't leave this bed
risk forgetting all that's been

oh man, i swear love actually is like THE BEST ROMANTIC COMEDY i have ever watched. its like this compilation of love stories, of people falling in love, people falling out of love. i thought the sweetest one was the one with the writer and his house keeper. they didnt understand each other's language, and the part when they said they loved each other but both didnt understand, that was like oh man. haha. watching this show and listening to the sound track really evoked back certain memories...sad memories of the christmas 2 years ago. :(

the writer and the housekeeeper( an excerpt from love actually)

AURELIA: and maybe later you will take me home
( she points to 6'o clock on the watch and mimes driving. he nods yes)

JAMIE: my favourite time of the day, driving you

AURELIA( in portuguese) :the saddest part of my day, leaving you.

maybe its true, the trouble with love is.....

merry xmas to all out there, and may all find your true love this christmas!! :)

The trouble with love is
It can tear you up inside
Make your heart believe a lie
It's stronger than your pride
The trouble with love is
It doesn't care how fast you fall
And you can't refuse the call
See, you got no say at all

Now I was once a fool, it's true
I played the game by all the rules
But now my world's a deeper blue
I'm sadder, but I'm wiser too
I sworeI'd never love again
I swore my heart would never mend
Said love wasn't worth the pain
But then I hear it call my name


Every time I turn around
I think I've got it all figured out
My heart keeps callin'
and I keep on fallin'
Over and over again
This sad story always ends the same
Me standin' in the pourin' rain
It seems no matter what I do
It tears my heart in two

i m sick and TIRED of hearing my mom relentless nagging of asking me to eat more, how much does she want me to eat, like 3 bowls of rice or sth. for goodness sake i tink she should jus give up the idea that iwould grow anymore, cos i already have and i m jus sick and tired of her saying its because i dun eat enough. arrgh.

yest, food gang went out for the first time since A's ended. haha..and actually we arent that much of a foodie but i aint got any idea why we call ourselves food gang.
went to play bowling, arcade, and dai dee in the food court in those small tiny weeny cards zr bought from the states for eu. and of coz who can forget the mind sapping, energy absorbing love life reading from guru chiu, which of course is me myself. when i first did it in sec 4, we were young and gullible, and duh, of course to us, at that time, these stuff seemed real to us. but now i guess we aint that foolish anymore.
after which we went for a movie, "the holiday", which i would say it was sweet but somewhat predictable. and seriously i hate to watch these shows during christmas season, cause all i can think of in my mind after these shows is a snowy romantic christmas which obviously aint the case, coz for a start singapore doesnt snow.
and dun think i m some weird ass freak, but i think that oldies romance are the sweetest love stories cause, when you are old, looks becomes secondary, what really exists is true deep meaningful love, and that love is pure. truely pure. :D

okay, on a seperate note, i suppose fishing tml is gonna be a hell of a task,firstly, we all are noobs. okay, there aint a secondly.

christmas is coming, not that i even celebrate it but yea, its coming.

clubbing next week, which i tink would be a complete hazard cause none of us are experienced clubbers, so i suppose we wld jus be blind sheeps drinking orange juice and milk and knocking into ppl while they are dancing, and totally feeling out of place. hahaha.

and i swear, prison break is the best best show ever. its so intense, that i can barely catch a breather, i have like watched finish 12 episodes of season 2 in 3 days, and man, i want MORE!!!!! man, its jus getting so exciting and frankly speaking, i think i will never ever dare step into US after watching the show.

alrighty back to playing football manager.


life is like a whirlwind, simply sweeps me off my feet.

okay, for a start i m slightly irritated because of what some ppl do. not because of anything but because i believe friendship takes precedence over many things in life. well that is so for me but prehaps not for others.

i was bored this morning so i was flipping through my 16pf report, (it has gotten all dusty), and seriously, i think the report is like my best friend, truthfully and accurately depicting who i am. i hate to agree on certain points but well hell yea, thats me. i dunno this few days maybe coz of the rain, i have been feeling realli moody, or is cause of my lack of exercise which is supposed to produce serotinin, and blah blah blah. anyw, i tink most prob i would be going for a short trip to m'sia with either my family or maybe house com. well, shall see abt that. december is gonna end soon and i will soon be working i hope. before you know it, a'level results are out and before you know it, its time for army. mixed feelings about it really, both scared and excited after yestday relentless horror stories of oky and eu( both of whom come frm uniform groups). haha...but i tink i will survive. at least, maybe barely. :)

okay, i shall be a happy man, yes man, coz i can drink legally, club legally and okay i dunno wat else can i do.

life after A's can be a bore cos its so unfulfilling.



So lately, I've been wonderin
Who will be there to take my place
When I'm gone, you'll need love
To light the shadows on your face
If a great wave shall fallIt would fall upon us all
And between the sand and stone
Could you make it on your own
If I could, then
I would
I'll go wherever you will go
Way up high or down low
I'll go wherever you will go
And maybe,
I'll find outThe way to make it back someday
To watch you, to guide you
Through the darkest of your days
If a great wave shall fall
It would fall upon us all
Well I hope there's someone out there
Who can bring me back to you
Runaway with my heart
Runaway with my hope
Runaway with my loveI know now, just quite how
My life and love might still go on
In your heart and your mind
I'll stay with you for all of time
If I could turn back time
I'll go wherever you will go
If I could make you mine
I'll go wherever you will go

i miss lost

i m sunburnt, feeling disorientated, having a bad headache, slight fever and feeling moody. sigh.
wat a start to the day.

whew...what a day i had today. okay first had a soccer match in the afternoon in which we laboured our first win, a one nil victory over another team mixed with ppl all over mainly mjc. fresh from the wunds of an 8 nil trashing by boys from ajc,sajc and acjc, we swore not to play soccer ever again if we lost the match but whew..we won. played at marina bay, okay heres the thing, that place just sucks. strewn all over the field are kite strings which u will, yes, U WILL ,trip over if u are not careful. a muddy field in which at certain point in time, i thought i was swimming in a swamp. maybe just no crocodiles. potholes everywhere, and stupid brainless ppl that jus run into our field to fly kite. YES LITERALLY, we should ask them go fly kite. anyw. they are like heeadless bunnies...run run run...oops come into ur field, all thats needed is a damn tree for those headless bunnies to crash into. sorry, that i sound harsh but when u are in the hot sun playing for 40 plus minutes and some idiot just run and block u from getting the ball a couple of times.hmms..it will take a miracle for u not to hang the bunny and dry it in the hot sun.

anyw..i had a rather good game for most of the period but one stupid fatal mistake of mine lead to the build up of a penalty. oh my gosh, my fren gave me the wah lau, wat the heck is that for look. man, i was realli low on confidence at that point. i knew if the guy scored the penalty, i would be like hated for my whole life and i will jus hide in a burrow and stay with the bunnies. (hmms whats is with bunnies) but still i felt ike shit the remaining of the match coz he still gave the look and i hated that look. man, luckily some of them encouraged me. and i m very thankful for tat. :)

just as i thought the whole match was peaceful, no fights, after the match fight again. wah lau, we should jus be called the fight club la, wat bumblebees. every match confirm fight one.

when i reached home, iwas so tired that i completely forgotten i had to go for the 3G, house com thingy in school. some gathering and dinner, until my house juniors and called me..hahaha, then i quickly changed and rushed down at 8 plus, by then they had finished dinner but still we had some games and stuff. then some of us were watching this video of our handover, man, i seriously missed those days. i m not so close to some of them which i used to be in the past coz of my soccer commitments but i will certainly not forget all those fun i had. it was like another chapter of my life, closed....forever.

well...i am still deciding if should go for the house com malaysia trip on the 28, 29 and 30th. sounds fun. haha.

this year is gonna end soon..real soon. someday we will all look back to this two years and say to ourselves. i had fun.



All the doors are closing I'm tryin' to move ahead
And deep inside I wish it's me instead
My dreams are empty from the day, the day you slipped away
I just want you to know that
I've been fighting to let you go
Some days I make it through and then there's nights that never end
I wish that I could believe that there's a day you'll come back to me
But still I have to say
I would do it all againJust want you to know
That since I lost you, I lost myself
No I can't fake it, there's no one else

well i havent been able to blog for the past week coz, one, i have been rather lazy and secondly, i always come back so late that i am too tired to blog. anyw these past 2 weeks have been fun, going out almost everyday till my wallet is really virtually empty now. left with left 70 bucks as of today for the rest of the month. man, this is sad. so much for eating good food and nice ambience. billy bombers(really nice food), seoul garden, some chinese restaurant, fish and co. okay i m really becoming a spenthrift. yesterday luckily i spent only 7 bucks eating lunch and paying for the match referee. in the morning went out with sasi to watch deja vu, it was one heck of a confusing, out of this world show, nice but makes no sense. half the time i was trying to figure out what the heck happened. a dead woman can become alive. okay bascially its a confusing show, and i was thinking if eunice didnt understand james bond, she shld never watch this show. hahahaahah. after the movie, had lunch then went for our soccer match. it was one hell of a whopping. i have never loss so terribly in my entire freaking life. it was so humiliating. firstly i believe it was contributed to the fact that our team kept scolding f#$$ at each other. scold and scold and scold. wah lau, like that how to play, no team unity at all. and actually i m seriously quite sian i have to keep playing left back, when i know i will contribute more as a left winger. well i alws have to accomodate to others and sometimes i am just sick of it. arrgh. okay, nvm, we have a match again this sat and hope it will be better.

anyw, the past week events include, going for prom in which the food wasnt worth 98 bucks at all. wasting 400 plus bucks on clothes that i will most prob wear once in my life. my sister buying me an xbox 360, which i have not touched since last week coz i m bored of the games. my mom buying me a new computer which is really really good and pretty cheap. going out to play bowling, watch happy feet,which by the way is not just some kiddy film for kids to watch. it has a hidden meaning. playing arcade. explains the rapid loss of money, killing 2 bear cubs accidentally cost me a dollar.

okay, guess i have to work soon so that income will start flowing in. man, times pass by really quickly. it has been 3 weeks since a levels were over. this year is going to end soon and a new chapter of my life is gonna begin. army life.

and yay!!! i am 18, i can go clubbing, i can drink and i can watch m18 movies. woohooo!!! so what if the world sees me as a small kid, i have my ic to prove!! ha.

okay, this quote which i saw somewhere but i cant remb where is realli nice.

"life will end, but love doesnt"