this week passed by so quickly..everything has been like a whirlwind. sweeping me off my feet.
work has been pretty boring but somehow it just feels good to go there every morning. to see the ever-young mdm pek with her funny antics, the scurrying footsteps of ah heok and her frequent face popping up from nowhere to ask to eat tidbits. the ultra lame poh lian who makes jokes so cold that u dunno wat hit you. and my partner in crime,john, playing the bunny game, surfing soccernet,and the joke websites.
anyw next week is the release of A's, i dread the day to come but at the same time want it to be over as soon as possible. i dunno how i did but all i wish for is that i can enter the faculty i want.

and francis lent me his new xbox game!!! so cool. contemplating to be a couch potato for the day!!! but srsly i need to go run more, havent exercised for like ages and all.

i m sorry for thinking too much and all. i m not too good with words, i know that u r in a very difficult position. but all i want to say is that the most important thing to me at the end of the day is that u r happy,everything else dont matter. and i will be there standing beside u no matter what. you will never face anything alone and just knowing that we both love each other is more than all the words in the world that can express for it.

everything will be alright. :)

sigh going out to visit more people! so super boring :(...but the only perk is coz the house is at sentosa i guess. ha. CNY this year so far has been kind of a bore, felt that reunion dinner has kinda lost its purpose,everyone arrives, eats and leaves. there is not much interaction, no nothing. even though my normally empty grandpa house is crowded, the atmosphere is just lacking. i guess people just dun view kinship as that important anymore.
alright shall go now to another day of visiting. :( yawns!!

wow..i really dun even know where to start from. basically this wk is one hell of a roller coaster ride for me.
this yr vday was a special one for me. shant go into the details but i just have to say it was a great night, coz its just something i have never really felt before. and inside, i know that i have met someone amazing.
haha..and to think of it, i m super inexperienced when it comes to stuff like these..i mean my friends alws come to me and ask me what to do, and you know..its alws so easy to give advice but when it comes to doing the actual thing, it becomes all so hard. :(

time is running out and i cant stop the flow of time. but memories i can.

Life is not measured by the amount of breaths you take, but the moments that take your breath away.

today is CNY eve. somehow its just doesnt feel like it. no festive mood,nothing! oh wells..and i think applying for debit card is the biggest mistake for me coz i really splurge! :( just wasted 70 bucks on a xbox game yesterday. haha...CONTROL!

alright shall go slp again coz i m really tired after playing soccer. yawn!

went clubbing yesterday at dxo..i think the whole place is freaking over-rated. (on a random note i MUST include this,hahaha...cp looks like her aunt!!!) anyw when we reached the interior at 10 plus, firstly the crowd was pathetic and then they had this live band playing which kinda sucked and after that the music was really bad with only perodic injections of nice r&b. but yest, i think most of us were pretty tired or something, coz we didnt like dance a lot too.. by then my knees were already aching. the only one that danced a lot was sasi...hahaha..cant get enough of it.
okay hilarious thing...coz girls had free flow yest night. so shu decided to let sasi try her drink. but who knows the minute before he could touch her glass, the bouncer ushered him out of the club demanding that he pay 20 dollars fine for drinking frm a girls glass.haha..luckily shu went to get him out of the mess or else i swear he will nv go clubbing again.not too good start for a first time clubber.ha.it was super funny.
after that we left the club at ard 3. girls went to stay over and me and sasi went on a walking expedition. we walked to clark quay, sat down and jus basically chatted till 5 plus. it was wonderful chatting with him and it felt good jus to catch up and all.shall meet up next wk and accompany him to find a job!!! after that we walked to raffles place mrt station and catch the first train back home. had a few hours slp and then went to apply for my POSB debit card!!! yay then went to ATM to take out my first 50 dollars!!! :D and gave my grandfather coz he has alws been giving me like a lot for hongbao money, time to do my part!! feels so good that i have earned my first salary!!
and man i havent bought my CNY clothes still! no time!!

okay..it has been a great wk so far. happy. :D

ahhh..finally reached home. so tired!! anyw..work has been hectic of late,that i feel like i m back into my soccer season,in which i was like a living dead.maybe thats why i have been really feeling rather listless and not talking much these few days. the work i m given is nuts. basically staring at countless numbers and trying to key them into one simple puny spread sheet. the best part is the figures NEVER tally. yes never. and once, it missed jus by 40 cents and that took me the whole day to look for the 40 cents. haha..FUN! (note the sacarsm)
tml going clubbing. i think should be very fun coz sasi dude is going for his first time!!! haha..i cant believe he is a virgin clubber. i want to see him dance man coz woah, i swear if anyone saw him on music fest, they would understand. but too bad la dude the dance floor quite small, cannot do much.wahaha.
watched once in a summer yesterday and i think the funniest part is the kind of pants he wear. oh man, it was not jus retro, it was auntish and srsly do they even still exist now, man i think they must have spent millions of dollars on the movie not for the show but for looking for ancient artifacts like the pair of pants. and i swear the korean guys love wearing that pants coz when the actor was in jail, one of the cell mates also wore the same freaking pants. really hilarious. it was quite an okay show and i really couldnt understand why my sis cried when she watched it. probably her tear gland got irritated or sth.
okay actually i m feeling rather sleepy now..shall slp earlier today coz tml i think most likely wont get any slp coz i m sure they are going to club till late.