going for interviews that are for a lost cause just feels so "good". especially today's written test, i was so tempted to just leave the whole piece of paper blank because seriously, i had not a single clue what were they talking about. oh wells, what done is done, at least i squeezed out some crap. but the chances of getting in is like 0.00000000000000000001%. oh wells again!
long weekend break is ending. :( just want my two yrs to end in a flash. i want my civilian life back!

its true.

its hard to imagine that 3 horrids weeks have passed alrdy. 3 horrendous,atrocious, disgusting, revolting weeks. i really kinda hate the life of army,not that i cant stand the training and all but the regimentation and all is crap. shant talk more about it because when u r in there, your whole life is alrdy talking about it.
and i tink i am super unlucky because both my uni interviews fall on the long and rare weekend that i have. its just plain irritating. nvm.i shall find wat little time i have.

and seriously i wouldnt have made it through these 3 weeks so easily without you.

the road ahead is long and tedious but i believe it will go the distance.

its gonna be a busy weekend! hope time moves slowly now. :)

okay..this shall be my last post for a long long time.

it was a great day! though "er herm" stopped us from going escape theme park.hahah.. :P but it was still great fun going to downtown east eating famous chicken rice,sitting under the hot sun looking at hoards of kids come running by. heading to tm for a somewhat short shopping trip. playing the "spot the dif" game in arcade, and of coz buying THE mugs. then going to ikea, walking one big round,following signs, looking for exits.eating hotdogs. heading to giant to walk another round. then returning to ikea to find seats(okay i really suck at finding seats) eating swedish meatballs and wings and the super nice cake, diam. heading back to yck, sitting at the bus stop outside your house and chatting . it was just great!

anyw..jus wan mark this special day. april 7th. 10.32 pm. :)

enlisting soon. dont feel prepared at all. daily runs become more of daily jogs. soon, i will be robbed of my freedom for 2 years. havent really sunked in yet. i m not so scared of the physical training, but its the feeling of being away from home and everything else that makes it so hard. perhaps being in the april batch isnt as good as it seems because we enjoyed ourselves so much for the past few months then suddenly everything wil be taken away.....


when everything just seems at odds, when everything just go against our way, somehow this love never seems more perfect.

when time is running out, when light turn to darkness, somehow moments of our times spent together, seems to hold there forever.


Everybody's looking for that something
One thing that makes it all complete
You find it in the strangest places
Places you never knew it could be

Some find it in the face of their children
Some find it in their lover's eyes
Who can deny the joy it brings
When you've found that special thing
You're flying without wings

Some find it sharing every morning
Some in their solitary lives
You'll find it in the works of others
A simple line can make you laugh or cry

You'll find it in the deepest friendship
The kind you cherish all your life
And when you know how much that means
You've found that special thing
You're flying without wings

So, impossible as they may seem
You've got to fight for every dream
Cause who's to know which one you let go
Would have made you complete

Well for Me, It's waking up beside you
To watch the sunrise on your face
To know that I can say I love you
In any given time or place

It's little things that only I know
Those are the things that make you mine
And it's like flying without wings
Cause you're my special thing
I'm flying without wings

And you're the place my life begins
and you'll be where it ends
I'm flying without wings
And that's the joy you bring
I'm flying without wings