okay..its been long since i last blog coz well, i just dun tink there is so much stuff i can blog abt anyw. lets start with 2 wks ago? got my test results back...well there is a significant improvement for my econs...from an O in ct1 to a B this time...probably coz i love econs way toooo much..hahah...yea ppl say it sucks but i find it...nice. :) and then comes the other 2 subjects...maths...still a freaking O, its like a curse or sth.... and bio still a E. pretty upset bout it esp prelims is like 1 mth plus away..but u noe...life goes on...and u carry on mugging ur ass off.

so i got a BOE...sucks...but yea.

then...i dun noe if sthing is bugging me real bad but it jus seems that in recent times i realli enjoy times in vs...those realli realli realli happy and mad laughters...those wacky days with sasi,kwong yuan and jfoo. crapping times with zirui and yuan jian. i realli miss those guy times...sad thing is that in my 2 yrs in jc life...i found myself losing my character. i've changed.

then, i feel that stimes things just do not happen for me...one probably coz i am sooo timid and then coz i seem realli childish which i probably am but m not realli. anyw..i think that i m just not suitable for anything like that. and today when jfoo told me abt sth...its that kind of feeling that makes me think...so wat in the world am i doing to myself. perhaps i m not capable of anything like that..i am daunted by that worry.

well, now i guess all that matters is my A'levels isnt it...time to hide myself in a burrow and disappear from the world..haha...

well i like this song by nick lachey...the lyrics are nice and so yea.

Watch my life, pass me by in the rearview mirror
Pictures frozen in time, are becoming clearer
I don't wanna waste another day stuck in the shadow of my mistakes
Yeah... 'Cause I want you, and I feel you, driving underneath my skin
Like a hunger,
like a burning,
to find a place I've never been
Now I'm broken, and I'm faded I'm half the man I thought I would be-

But you can have what's left of me
I've been dying inside, little by little
No where to go, but going out of my mind, in endless circles
Running from my self until you give me a reason for standing still
'Cause I want you, and I feel you, driving underneath my skin
Like a hunger, like a burning, to find a place
I've never been
Now I'm broken, and I'm faded I'm half the man I thought I would be-
But you can have what's left of me
It's falling faster, barely breathing
Give me something to believe in
Tell me it's all in my head
Take what's left of this man
Make me whole- once again
'Cause I want you, and I feel you, driving underneath my skin
Like a hunger, like a burning, to find a place
I've never been Now I'm broken, and I'm faded I'm half the man I thought I would be
- But you can have what's left of me
I've been dying inside, you see
I'm going out of my mind, out of my mind
I'm just running in circles all the time
Will you take what's left,
will you take what's left will you take what's left of me?
Running in circles all the time-
will you take what's left,
will you take what's left,
will you take what's left of me?

Zidane

the magic lives on man...he is truly the best in the world

ZIDANE a new way to solve problems.. make it like zidane

problem solver

cant freaking believe the italians won...one, they play boring footballl unlike germany, two,they look all so greasy like they came out from saudi arabia mining for oil then poof!!... they become soccer players. i bet if u try to squeeze them dry u can have enough oil supplies to power s'pore electric board for a least a month.

ha...nvm the italians won but the headlines wasnt them winning the world cup but that infamous zidane headbutt on marty-razzi. he should have known not to offend zidane..

based on that incident a new vocab has been added to the dictionary.

zizou: in italian it simply means headbutt as a retaliation to whoever who call me names. like wish my family die or, aiya anyone die or call me a terrorist.
usage:
he insulted my mama so i gave him a zizou.

in french it means pure stupidity knowing that its the last match of your career and still go head butt others....get red card still nvm...wat if concussion coz the italians all look so muscular...then his head would not just be bald but squashed also. i tink he miss heading the ball after his career ends so he decide to once and for all crack his head on the chest of materrazi.


zidane will still leave a legacy tho...for both good AND bad reasons.

oh man...i nv knew small kids were actually sooo adorable until i went to the childcare center to help out....oh man...they would come and hug u and stuff and then show their cute little innocent faces. well i have learnt the perfect language to talk to small kids...no words involved..jus say "yish bish jeesh" and they laugh non stop and the next thing u know a hoard of them come rushing to you and chase u ard the center. man...i miss those small kids..it was realli a fun experience.

okay...saw this article on life....realli hilarious.here goes.." i know there has been a lot of talk to speak good english and since english like Rooney's littany of curses, is an evolving language. i will make it a fun learning experience for you"

remb there are only 26 letters in the alphabet, last letterZ. rarely u would use it so if it pops up twice..it is realli sth impt and truly special.

1) zidane

a "Zidane" means an object that is old and yet shows so much sign of lifeit becomes new again. its like the 5 day old bread u are supposed to throw away but, mixed with strawberry jam. its delicious. the origin of this word is french.

usage: "this Zidane is so useful i cannot flush it down the toilet yet"

now my inspiration stroke me so i came out with a few new words myself.

1) cisse

a "cisse" refers to an action. like breaking of a leg twice in a year. and both legs to be precise. and at important times of the year..maybe like before world cup for a soccer player. also like the above..the word is of french origin

usage: i can believe i have cissed during the car accident.

2) ronaldo

a "ronaldo" has many meanings...in brazilian's language it simply either means soccer prodigy or big flab of fat doodling. in portuguese, it means a bloody traitor or a cry baby.

brazilian usage: i have a ronaldo on my stomach..man..how the hell do i get it off!!!

portugese usage: stupid guy, he is a freaking ronaldo...sold me out to alex ferguson./ dun be such a ronaldo...cry cry cry and cry...all u know is to cry.


till then...i can only think of 2 words..shall try to expand some more....

oh man...well cts is over...i reali have no idea how well i did this time except that kinda screwed up my maths...hmms...oh wells... :(

had quite a bit of fun after the cts, went out with my class, had some okay dinner at fish and co and who can forget the absolutely laughable time at the settlers cafe..(if i m not wrong). well for a start i can certainly recommend a highly entertaining game...called green and red apples( TRY IT OUT!! u will get the fun)

next day, on thursday went out with chris,zr,cp and eunice to this game place at cinelesuire, the one at the top, it was a complete waste of money..initally i tot it was quite worth it. we booked a whole rm down with an xbox and two coms.
here goes...com, no games....only stupid online crap. xbox...u can only pick a game a time into the room..that costs us 20 bucks!!
but had quite a hilarious time watching "she's the man", where eunice and cp were watching it the 2nd time. but it was not jus some crappy chick flick...it was realli pretty good. then again when i saw amanda bynes play soccer..oh man, how i missed soccer. i kill to play soccer again..on the field...man the passion for the sport is just overbearing. yea..i missed it.
well at last there's some hope...probably i can play for my cc and get paid 10 bucks for it. not bad...a good deal...money and soccer....ah...good things can come in pairs.

had medical checkup for ns on friday....it was total crap...i had a freaking pes b...why?!!! coz the guy said i had a slight flat foot!!! my gosh!! since when in the world did i have flat foot..its not like i had flippers or sthing...its jus less of an arc thats all...and for that he wrote off my pes a and gave me a pes b. whoa>....great!! and that day tons of vj ppl came for the checkup..mostly sports ppl and they all had pes b too...haha...such irony..the freaking IQ test was like to bore u out or make u slp or sth. i stayed in the computer rm doing those qns for almost an hour and a half. the most irritating part...

after each segment of qns..pops out this stupid sentence.

U MAY TAKE A REST OF 1 MINUTE BEFORE U TAKE THE NEXT TEST.

see this like 10 times and u swear u would take the computer and throw it out the window. it was tons of qns after qns. the only fun one was where u had to press the num pad quickly...thats all.

oh and the soldiers on duty there were like "so friendly"..there barely gave u a look when u give them stuff, when u say thanks and be polite and nice, they give u a snort like they think u are some stupid inferior beings. then again, me, jevon, ivan and ben were saying, a bunch of people who are deferred from army to be a bunch of clerks sitting behind the counters to hide their pretty face from the gruel training and the tough life shouldnt be too proud much less snort at people like us. we guess its jus fair.

doing some community work tml...helping some cute little kids at a childcare centre...hehe...should be fun and meaningful :)

time to engage in long hours of movies....

brazil lost.....shocking!!!!!

but germany won!!!......exciting.

england lost.....should be around time

portugal through.....works of wonders


isnt it a beautiful game!!!!....ah the wonders of soccer :)