jus finished my the half marathon. today something made me understand how vulnerable our lives are. one of the ocs platoon commander collapsed and died after finishing his 21km today. we were right there, and it was the worst thing to ever witness. jus like that, at such a young age. makes u really cherish ur life because you never know when could be your last goodbye. it was the first time i first hand see such a thing. the mood was solemn.

anyw, still hv hw to do. :(

treat my family and my grandfather to a meal at yum cha! quite nice! :)

okay slept for only 3 hours yest. shall go take a nap first!

ahhh!! back home frm watching lpool match! happy :) coz lpool won 2-nil! havent watched soccer for ages. hell i miss the sport. this week, something made me pretty demoralised. kinda hit me really hard. quite scared too :( but nvm, whatever that doesnt kill only makes one stronger. ocs is really too realistic.
each week now pass by in a flash. went for drinks at indochine and acid bar last wk. quite fun and then went to play pool til 4 plus! tml got army half marathon :( must wake up at 3 plus! dunno why am i still awake.

stupid joke of the day: how did papaya come about!

once upon a time, a father asked his son whether he wanted to eat a fruit. son answered, ya papa ya.

and tts how it came abt! haha. laugh. :)

clubbing was great fun yest! really went quite mad coz the crowd was really good! but smooze or if tt is wat u call it was so packed that i got squashed so bad!it was really quite funny when the few of us try to manouver our way through. clubbed til 4! maybe shall go again soon next wk or sth! hehe. i dont want live in the shadows of my past anymore. all words have lost its meanings. go with what your heart tells you to. that is where happiness will be. dun be trapped in its shadows. give him a chance.

think i hv been updating too regularly! make up for the lost time which is soon. another short bookout today. had a rather boring national day but there was a huge achievement! :) going out soon to let what little hair i have down, going MOS with my platoon mates! think its going to be quite fun esp with danny around! something unfortunate happened this week :( got 3 extras for leaving my rifle unattended. sigh. oh wells. and epl season has started! ohhh excited. :) next week most likely starting french lessons! occupied occupied! after lesons shall indulge in drinks at various bars with my french khakki! (dunno if tt is how u spell it) hehe. more crap talking session coming up! :) dunno if should go down cos clar keep asking me to go on 30th aug for some smu bash,sounds fun. shall see! and yes. hi eunice and hi cp,hahaha :) i know ur birthdays are coming up. shall get u two something nice before i leave for brunei alright :P time to go!!! :)

have a short bookout! jus reached home not long ago!!kinda tired considering having slept only like 6 hours for the past 2 nights. fatigue is setting in. anyw, this week some things some of my platoon mate did really touched me. danny initally opted to go for artillery vocation but after talking together with me and ivan, he chose to stay in infantry with both of us! and he said this" where in the world will i still find a shorty friend like you", and i was like awww( though the shorty was like arrgh.haha). but seriously i was really quite touched. frankly speaking, this 2 months in ocs has passed by in a flash, and as much as life there isnt easy but i must say i really quite enjoy it a lot,talking all the trash with ivan and danny, (danny is king of pranksters), like how we managed today to trick a blur toot who was asleep in a lecture to volunteer to go up and sing kindergarten songs. laughing at some really stupid qns some of my RJ (note the bold words) platoon mate asked. danny: eh ....(name must be kept secret to protect his identity :) ), what time is it? guy.. : u mean now? danny: no no, not now, i asking for the time in 2 hours time. i swore me and ivan and a few of us around laughed till the lecturer was staring at us. i felt like i was back to my vs days which i too miss dearly. i miss many many things! i feel that somewhere at some point of time in recent times i have lost myself, so much so that i dun feel like i was the crappy me i used to be. but after some things that have happened to me, i feel rather lucky actually, i could hv been worse off but i have never been more sure of some things that i want in life now. sounds like serious talk but yea. talking to mark on msn now, and i just feel he is foolish to want to let go of his relationship just like that when he could do something about it. since i m not a good keeper of relationship, i guess the least thing i could i do as a friend is to help my friends not fall out of it!

right now, i jus want to commission and finish serving army, learn french and save enough to buy my own car before i enter uni, after that move to france to work! :) may it happen!

one picture! hehe

wahh! tired to the core. really packed day. but it was a fun day!! went out with clar for lunch at fish and co and it was really major catching up session, really crapped hell alot and laughed till my sides ached.found out tt i grew taller coz clar is jus like a hair width taler which wasnt e case in e past, talked about our future high-lives. hilarious, thinking about what was the main character's name of the guy in prison break. michael scoffield, yes it is. took many brain cells. and we both plan to take french lessons during every weekend now, only problem is how to find the school. and after lessons we shall go some place to drink! sounds really exciting!! hahah. after that met mingzhou and mark in the evening for a short dinner and coincidentally met sasi! had a good talk with mark coz he seriously needs to...sigh dunno how to say. really dun wish to see him break up with his gf over such stupid quarrels. after dinner went to meet eunice ng jie qi for our usual coffee talks! hahaha..future floorball player and councillor! hahahaha. jus so funny. okay la. quite loony. can make it one! hahaha. and i found out that 4 months in army has made grown more"mature". fine! more boring. :) okay shall go slleeeeeeeep now, hv to wake up tml at 6 plus to go back again :( looking forward to french lessons!! high life!

back from field camp!!! soo happy :) :) i must say those four days have been the most gruelling training i had since i entered army. navigated 28km in total from afternoon to night for 2 days with a 30 kg load on my back which by the way seems to be oversized for me and the pain like tearing through every inch of your muscle coupled with body fatigue. bashing through jungles in tekong and nearly rolling down the knoll which one of my section mates did! it was hilarious. and with the pack on your back, i would say its rather impossible to get up once u fall down! had less than 4 hour sleep a day, came back with a twisted ankle, numerous thorn cuts and ant bites all over the body. quite a horrendous feeling. walking 28km was atrocious under the hot sun, times like these made me wonder whether i still wanted to stay on in infantry or go the easy way out and go artillery like evryone else. but i guess its all for the experience, so that a few yrs down the road you can look back and say"ahhh i have survived in a jungle or tell your grandchildren, ah gong once stayed in brunei jungle and all the stuff, sounds more interesting to me!" okay i m really talking crap. anyw, my long weekend has been cut short by an extra duty on sunday :( have to book in at 8 in the morning! but nvm shall go out the whole of tml! meeting up with clar for lunch, havent seen her for ages besides during the law written test,was quite surprised when she asked to meet for lunch! maybe can ask her to teach me law in the future! hehe. and cp, i need ur help too!! u must teach me! hahaha. night shall go watch "the simpsons!" with mingzhou and mark! heard its really good!! then clubbing at night with sasi!! think i will die on sunday but i must cherish my bookout time! :) 7 weeks down 31 more weeks to go!