m now slacking in my bunk waiting for the stupid commissioning parade to end so we can book out! have to wait till like 10 plus la. damn sian. listening to boston makes me feel emo! hahah. quite a nice music video. guess my acjc, yes acjc buddy influenced me to really like jay chou, esp this song btw him and fei yu qing(though i really dun like mr fei) called qian li yuan wai or sth. and i love qing tian. oh man! sth wrong is happening to me! nv tot i will like jay chou songs. hehe



sigh i m really quite sian of ocs. i love my frens and the company though some ppl here are really hard core back stabbers and people who love to boot lick their way up to become a sword of merit. its people like these that make you feel so disgusted. people who were involved in something but chose not to admit afraid of tarnishing their perfect image in front of the officers! REALLY IRKS ME! so in the end since no one wanted to take blame, i took it! i really dun give a damn if i get out of course or get extras, i m jus so sick of tired people shirking their responsibilities and blame and push it to others. since they want to do that, i let them do it! the only thing that keeps me going are my frens like ivan and danny. nothing really matters to me now. m really quite sick of the life of an officer cadet. my fren who was my platoon mate went in army same time as me now has already become a close combat instructor and he is punishing us like some idiots. its true, officer cadets are really currently the lowest life forms, no wonder when officer cadets become officers they become bast**** because during the life of a cadet, no one treats us with any respect at all.


all good things come to an end...lovers to friends, flames to dust