| have a short bookout! jus reached home not long ago!!kinda tired considering having slept only like 6 hours for the past 2 nights. fatigue is setting in. anyw, this week some things some of my platoon mate did really touched me. danny initally opted to go for artillery vocation but after talking together with me and ivan, he chose to stay in infantry with both of us! and he said this" where in the world will i still find a shorty friend like you", and i was like awww( though the shorty was like arrgh.haha). but seriously i was really quite touched. frankly speaking, this 2 months in ocs has passed by in a flash, and as much as life there isnt easy but i must say i really quite enjoy it a lot,talking all the trash with ivan and danny, (danny is king of pranksters), like how we managed today to trick a blur toot who was asleep in a lecture to volunteer to go up and sing kindergarten songs. laughing at some really stupid qns some of my RJ (note the bold words) platoon mate asked. danny: eh ....(name must be kept secret to protect his identity :) ), what time is it? guy.. : u mean now? danny: no no, not now, i asking for the time in 2 hours time. i swore me and ivan and a few of us around laughed till the lecturer was staring at us. i felt like i was back to my vs days which i too miss dearly. i miss many many things! i feel that somewhere at some point of time in recent times i have lost myself, so much so that i dun feel like i was the crappy me i used to be. but after some things that have happened to me, i feel rather lucky actually, i could hv been worse off but i have never been more sure of some things that i want in life now. sounds like serious talk but yea. talking to mark on msn now, and i just feel he is foolish to want to let go of his relationship just like that when he could do something about it. since i m not a good keeper of relationship, i guess the least thing i could i do as a friend is to help my friends not fall out of it! |
right now, i jus want to commission and finish serving army, learn french and save enough to buy my own car before i enter uni, after that move to france to work! :) may it happen!
one picture! hehe
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