a sleepless night.



spend hours tossing around thinking of what has happened. i was really impulsive, too sensitive.and not just once but on many occassions. i m sorry for bringing so much unhappiness and i dun wish to do that anymore. i dun think there is a need to explain any of my actions because it was just wrong. i dun know how long you dun wish to talk to me, maybe a while maybe forever.

you have become an integral part of my life.night phone calls, morning messages. just hearing your voice, your messages to me, become my sole source of strength to tide me through the toughest times.
i know i shouldnt have forced but hope you understand its really because i am very worried. its the kind of feeling you will only get when the significant other matters so much to you. maybe i came too strongly, maybe i just dunno how to show care and concern in the appropriate way, i dunno. if i did, i apologise for that.
we are both still in the process of understanding each other better and maybe because we still dun fully understand each other thats why even the smallest things turn into a misunderstanding. and most of the of times its because i think too much, i promise i will change but its going to be a tough transition because it is not something i can change overnight. if you feel that this is probably too difficult to bear, i will understand and i wont blame you.

these past 6 months have been the greatest time i have spent. we have gone through so much to get together and i just dun wish for such a beautiful relationship to end because of a rash and impulsive mistake that i made. i hope you could give me just one last chance for us to work things out.

an ardous journey lies ahead but i believe we can make it to be something wonderful, something extraordinary, would you take my hand and walk the rest of this journey with me?


Never knew I could feel like this
Like I've never seen the sky before
Want to vanish inside your kiss
Every day I love you more and more
Listen to my heart, can you hear it sings
Come back to me, and forgive everything
Seasons may change, winter to spring
But I love you until the end of time


Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place
Suddenly it moves with such a perfect grace
Suddenly my life doesn't seem such a waste
It all revolves around you
And there's no mountain too high
No river too wide
Sing out this song and
I'll be there by your side
Storm clouds may gather
And stars may collide
But I love you until the end of time

Oh, come what may,
come what may
I will love you,
I will love you
Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place