okay..its been long since i last blog coz well, i just dun tink there is so much stuff i can blog abt anyw. lets start with 2 wks ago? got my test results back...well there is a significant improvement for my econs...from an O in ct1 to a B this time...probably coz i love econs way toooo much..hahah...yea ppl say it sucks but i find it...nice. :) and then comes the other 2 subjects...maths...still a freaking O, its like a curse or sth.... and bio still a E. pretty upset bout it esp prelims is like 1 mth plus away..but u noe...life goes on...and u carry on mugging ur ass off.

so i got a BOE...sucks...but yea.

then...i dun noe if sthing is bugging me real bad but it jus seems that in recent times i realli enjoy times in vs...those realli realli realli happy and mad laughters...those wacky days with sasi,kwong yuan and jfoo. crapping times with zirui and yuan jian. i realli miss those guy times...sad thing is that in my 2 yrs in jc life...i found myself losing my character. i've changed.

then, i feel that stimes things just do not happen for me...one probably coz i am sooo timid and then coz i seem realli childish which i probably am but m not realli. anyw..i think that i m just not suitable for anything like that. and today when jfoo told me abt sth...its that kind of feeling that makes me think...so wat in the world am i doing to myself. perhaps i m not capable of anything like that..i am daunted by that worry.

well, now i guess all that matters is my A'levels isnt it...time to hide myself in a burrow and disappear from the world..haha...

well i like this song by nick lachey...the lyrics are nice and so yea.

Watch my life, pass me by in the rearview mirror
Pictures frozen in time, are becoming clearer
I don't wanna waste another day stuck in the shadow of my mistakes
Yeah... 'Cause I want you, and I feel you, driving underneath my skin
Like a hunger,
like a burning,
to find a place I've never been
Now I'm broken, and I'm faded I'm half the man I thought I would be-

But you can have what's left of me
I've been dying inside, little by little
No where to go, but going out of my mind, in endless circles
Running from my self until you give me a reason for standing still
'Cause I want you, and I feel you, driving underneath my skin
Like a hunger, like a burning, to find a place
I've never been
Now I'm broken, and I'm faded I'm half the man I thought I would be-
But you can have what's left of me
It's falling faster, barely breathing
Give me something to believe in
Tell me it's all in my head
Take what's left of this man
Make me whole- once again
'Cause I want you, and I feel you, driving underneath my skin
Like a hunger, like a burning, to find a place
I've never been Now I'm broken, and I'm faded I'm half the man I thought I would be
- But you can have what's left of me
I've been dying inside, you see
I'm going out of my mind, out of my mind
I'm just running in circles all the time
Will you take what's left,
will you take what's left will you take what's left of me?
Running in circles all the time-
will you take what's left,
will you take what's left,
will you take what's left of me?