okay fine...i totally agree that this year i realli had like the most valentine's day gifts i could i ever get...flowers to cookies to decorated plates and stuff and even diapers!!! my bag was realli filled up...and me carrying two flowers ard sch wasnt exactly a pretty sight.. well ppl tend to ask the same qns...received or giving??? haha...but who cares... the whole sch was in a quite a party mood espically with all the music dedication by us(house com) to all those lovers out there..haha..well in some cases there were scandals waiting to be exposed to the whole world..

okay..i m furious with the stupid horticulture....arrgh!!!...i send like flowers to my whole og and only a few received and those that received had flowers that were only with leaves..hahah...debo was telling me..dun noe to laugh or be angry..oh and for one...i personally went down to look for flowers and purchase them after she said never receive and wanted them..okay lets just say..finding lilies or flowers on valentine's day wasnt particularly an exciting job...and of coz the flowers are all ridiculosly priced..but anyw got it and could only give to her the next day.

okay...i need that tiny bit of courage...all i want is to say it...and so that i wont have to regret next time or feel that i have never done it. its just bugging me esp during this week...i see her and talk to her all the time but still why is it so hard to actually say those few simple words... i agree that it has been a long time that i realli liked anyone since the previous time..ended in quite a mess...but i put that behind long ago..i noe that if i dun do it soon...it will be never.


okay...training is tiring and common test and spa in the upcoming wks..ah!!!!...stressed.


song of the week: dreamz fm...should i stay

Had a driveDriven by your love
But when you messed around
I lost the drive
I foundThought you needed
Needed someone true
But you changed your mind
Or had I failed you?
Wish you`d been
Careful with my heart
But you tore it apart
And broke an angel`s heart
The kiss was true
Has to end somehow
But I am livin` proof of what love is about
It`s hard holding you
Loving you, losing you
It`s sad to be true
And be fooled by you
I don`t know (I don`t know)
I gotta know
Should I stay or should I go?
You played me on
Played me like a clown
But I feel for you
Eventhough I`m down
My heart is heavy
Heavy like a rock
But I am so amused
You`re still in my thoughts
It`s hard holding you
Loving you, losing you
It`s sad to be true
And be fooled by you
I don`t know (I don`t know)
I gotta know
Should I stay or should I go?
Oooohh??Â???should I stay?
Should I go?
It`s hard holding you
Loving you, losing you
It`s sad to be true
And be fooled by you
I don`t know (I don`t know)
I wanna know
Should I stay or should I??
This time its done
It`ll never feel the same
But we had some good times
Guess it`s sad just the sameI guess the truth
Doesn`t matter somehow
But you were livin` proof of what love is about??