okay though i have closed down this blog, but out of sudden, i feel a sudden urge to write.

my last post was 4 months back, and in these 4 months so much has happened. the major one is whereby my 9 months of "chiong sua" comes to an end, marks the end of another phase of my army life as a cadet and a giant leap to officership. venturing into completely unfamiliar waters, a role that ecompassess a lot of responsibilites, a role that is difficult to play. so much for wanting to commission, now i just want to return to days when i was just a cadet. so much fun, and yes pain but together with all my great friends.

so much of infantry training and i got posted to PAYA LEBAR airbase as a field defence squadron PC, where i meet some of the most fuc*ed up people. some oblivious to the fact that there are units out there tougher than them, but instead they refuse to accept that fact and live in their own little fantasy world. some treat officership as nothing mere than a rank. ( coz they feel OCS is a holiday camp and theirs is boot camp)

so to vent out.
i say "to hell all you fu**ing arrogant egoistic bastards"

i didnt become an officer for you to call me "eh" even though i somehow distantly know you. i am not particular about this kind of suff coz all my friends there call me ck and i m cool with that but coz you have such a fucked up and cocky character, i am resorted to play rank!


screw all this people. i believe in welfare to my man, so jus let me do what i want. dun tell me they can only learn through "tekaning". i hate all thse people that think jus coz they think they have been through a lot and hence tekan the man. i say f**k you to them.

okay so far has been an angsty post but coz i m really pissed.

anyw, these few months had been lots of fun too. all those clubbin sessions with my friends, it a great feeling jus to let loose in the music.

okay french lessons next week.

( i still think of you)