my sergeant called me just now to trick me and told me that i went guards, and somehow i felt a little happy maybe because the camp was really close to my house and all but once it sunk in and i thought of the training was going to be as tough as commandos i kinda flipped out. but i must say he was really quite a good actor! i really believed him for a while till he started laughing! but all in all i must really thank him and sergeant samuel for telling me my posting results even though they r not supposed to! quite fortunate to have 2 sergeants that treat me like their own brother coz they are really nice to me. :)
anyw, i really have mixed feelings right now. i have been posted to OCS. i mean its like momentary happiness but then when i think of what lies ahead, i feel unsure. 3 weeks confinement once again. i guess this time it will be harder to pass.
life is just so ironic.
-->