whew...what a day i had today. okay first had a soccer match in the afternoon in which we laboured our first win, a one nil victory over another team mixed with ppl all over mainly mjc. fresh from the wunds of an 8 nil trashing by boys from ajc,sajc and acjc, we swore not to play soccer ever again if we lost the match but whew..we won. played at marina bay, okay heres the thing, that place just sucks. strewn all over the field are kite strings which u will, yes, U WILL ,trip over if u are not careful. a muddy field in which at certain point in time, i thought i was swimming in a swamp. maybe just no crocodiles. potholes everywhere, and stupid brainless ppl that jus run into our field to fly kite. YES LITERALLY, we should ask them go fly kite. anyw. they are like heeadless bunnies...run run run...oops come into ur field, all thats needed is a damn tree for those headless bunnies to crash into. sorry, that i sound harsh but when u are in the hot sun playing for 40 plus minutes and some idiot just run and block u from getting the ball a couple of times.hmms..it will take a miracle for u not to hang the bunny and dry it in the hot sun.

anyw..i had a rather good game for most of the period but one stupid fatal mistake of mine lead to the build up of a penalty. oh my gosh, my fren gave me the wah lau, wat the heck is that for look. man, i was realli low on confidence at that point. i knew if the guy scored the penalty, i would be like hated for my whole life and i will jus hide in a burrow and stay with the bunnies. (hmms whats is with bunnies) but still i felt ike shit the remaining of the match coz he still gave the look and i hated that look. man, luckily some of them encouraged me. and i m very thankful for tat. :)

just as i thought the whole match was peaceful, no fights, after the match fight again. wah lau, we should jus be called the fight club la, wat bumblebees. every match confirm fight one.

when i reached home, iwas so tired that i completely forgotten i had to go for the 3G, house com thingy in school. some gathering and dinner, until my house juniors and called me..hahaha, then i quickly changed and rushed down at 8 plus, by then they had finished dinner but still we had some games and stuff. then some of us were watching this video of our handover, man, i seriously missed those days. i m not so close to some of them which i used to be in the past coz of my soccer commitments but i will certainly not forget all those fun i had. it was like another chapter of my life, closed....forever.

well...i am still deciding if should go for the house com malaysia trip on the 28, 29 and 30th. sounds fun. haha.

this year is gonna end soon..real soon. someday we will all look back to this two years and say to ourselves. i had fun.



All the doors are closing I'm tryin' to move ahead
And deep inside I wish it's me instead
My dreams are empty from the day, the day you slipped away
I just want you to know that
I've been fighting to let you go
Some days I make it through and then there's nights that never end
I wish that I could believe that there's a day you'll come back to me
But still I have to say
I would do it all againJust want you to know
That since I lost you, I lost myself
No I can't fake it, there's no one else